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Welcome to walkingwithjesussrs. I am going to talk about my life in a bit of depth to give some insight and provide you with background for better understanding of future posts. I have and often will, mention the faithfulness of God in my life these past 41 years. I was a few years into my second marriage when I became a Christian. I had made a decision to allow my first wife and her husband to adopt the son she and I had adopted., and I had adopted my second wife’s two children. My doctors advised me I would be unable to have children. I was all in, so to speak, with the marriage and it was not going well. I had seen a poster for the Dave Wilkerson Crusade. As the date approached I felt compelled to attend. My wife and children did not wish to go, so I went alone. The crusade was being held at my old high school. I was late because I had to pick up a piece of rental equipment I was needing for the next day. I went into the auditorium and was seated on the upper level, off by myself. It proved to be a good thing as the night wore on. I cannot recall the message, but as Dave Wilkerson spoke I was sitting with tears streaming down and when it came time to go forward, I don’t believe anything could have prevented me from responding. I believe God knew I would need the exact experience I had that evening, to cement the reality of what was happening to me. On the path I would be walking, He knew I would need to know my experience with him was real. It is just as real now as I write this, as the night I went forward. Not everyone has the type of experience I had. Most of you will not need to be thumped as hard as I did. God is a personal God. Your experience will be what you need, tailor made for you. My experience speaks to me of the personal nature of God in my life and how he is faithful to meet me right where I am at any given moment.
I wish I could tell you my marriage began to improve and life became better after that night. As the weeks and months passed, unfortunately the opposite was true. I was thriving Spiritually, but my marriage was not. As the spiritual hunger grew in me, I started attending a full gospel church and also Full Gospel Businessmen meetings. I was literally like a dry sponge soaking up everything I could. I was reading book after book. Two which still resonate with me were In His Steps and From Prison to Praise.
I was believing God for healing and restoration of my marriage. As time went on and the marriage continued to deteriorate I was faced with what I would do if my marriage didn’t survive. If that was the final outcome, would I continue on this journey. Even during this difficult time, when everything seemed to be falling apart, God was faithful to bring people into my life to encourage and strengthen me. Once again, a testament of His faithfulness.
The decision I was facing would prove to be an important cornerstone on my journey of Faith.